Charmed life


Chapter One

  ER

As I watched the doctors and nurses work on this man I was taken back with all his scars and tattoos, and how young he looked with his clothes off. He had a tan, well-muscled body and very little hair, but the scars and the ink were really rather impressive. Around each bulging bicep was barb wire; on his toned huge hairless chest was a black heart with barb wire around that. Near his belly below his navel the word “peckerwood” was ornately displayed only interrupted by a thick scar that started at his left nipple and formed a crescent that ended right above his enormous package.  And even his large penis had scars on it. There were round scars across his chest and written in an arc over each one was a black crude prison tat. “100% white boy” one read, and   “Honkey” circled another quarter sized healed hole. The blood was pouring out of this guy as fast as they could pump it in. I counted seven new bloody holes in his chest, stomach and shoulders. I watched as they frantically shaved his bloody head, I heard the pretty nurse gasp as a large black swastika revealed itself under his thick blonde hair.  When they flipped him over a huge crucifix stretched from shoulder to shoulder and right down to his powerful rear end.  Jesus Christ lay there staring right at those hard working folks now covered in this man’s blood. Four new bloody holes in his back, made eleven and some more jail house ink. His wide and muscular back was covered in red goo. The young black doctor yelled for more blood and more hands. I looked at the patience’s hands, they were burnt: the flesh black and peeling, his enormous forearms had naked ladies on them and the burns followed there shapely figures right up to the bullet holes in his shoulders. The round face of a bulldog was on one bloody shoulder and USMC was written on his other bowling ball size shoulder

Who is this fellow? I wondered; I hope he makes it I sure would like to find out where he got all those bullet holes and scars. I felt bad for this guy it sure looked like he had been through the ringer. Nobody seemed to notice me though; I mean who ever notices a 12 year old anyway.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

San Francisco General Hospital

 

 

 I left the trauma room number three and made my way to the lobby of San Francisco General Hospital. I looked out the large glass doors and noticed a group of people gathering outside; many of them held candles, a lot were looking at their phones some had I pads, all watching, crying, laughing and cheering. People were showing up in the car loads the city buses were dropping people off.  police were coming now and the crowd was noisy. More people, more cops, yellow tape, cops with bullhorns telling everyone to go home. More came, Chinese folks, Mexican folks, black folks and gangsters: there was a small contingent of shady looking young men in baggy clothes milling around the corners of the crowd, and the cops were watching them real hard.

I walked over to a young couple staring at a large TV screen in the lobby. The crowd grew inside; it seemed like all the workers at the hospital were gathered around this huge flat screen. The people in front were gesturing for the people to be quiet and asking how to turn the TV up. I slid easily towards the front almost seemed like I was walking through the people. When I landed a good viewing spot and the crowd inside grew silent as an Asian news reporter began an incredible story with something in Spanish and then something in Cantonese as far as I could figure it was “The Big Cat or tiger or Lion and then Third Street”. The people in the lobby grew silent as and the shoddy video began:

Two hooded masked men walked up to the doors of a school or School district building the Sign in front read San Francisco Unified school district. The men had gas cans in their hands and a big chain. They sat the gas cans down and started to run the big chains around the double doors. You could hear the gasps from the crowd inside the hospital as the little hands reached for daylight from between the big doors. The hooded men fastened a large paddle lock to the chain and spread the gas down the wooden walls and across the wooden doors. In about 20 seconds the cans were thrown in the garden area and a cigarette was tossed among them, with a loud boom the men ran holding their pants up back to the cars. Many in the lobby were crying loud now and holding each other as the old wood building went up in flames.

Suddenly; the video shifted to the play area. A stalky, what looked like a dark skinned blond man was running out of the buildings’ side door with what looked like four kids draped around his arms and neck and even one on his leg as he ran to the play structure, to what looked like a giant concrete pipe. As he turned to run back into the burning building the cries of the children could be heard in the background; this brought more screaming and crying from the crowd in the lobby of SF General. Before the blonde man could get back into the building the two hooded men ran to block his way. Both men had guns out pointed at his head and face. The blonde man neither slowed nor looked up and plowed through the gangsters like a linebacker to the quarterback, the flash of a gunshot could be seen as he barged by the masked men then what appeared to be an ear flew in the air. One of the shooters was knocked to the ground but the other reeled and sent a hail of gunfire into the smokey school as the burnt black blonde made his way to the cries of the children. Finally a siren could be heard in the background, and the masked men started backing away to their cars. Just then the man came out again with what looked like five kids all about 4 or 5 years old crying and hanging all over him he had three around his neck and one in each arm, in one fluid motion he swung the kids off his arms and neck and deposited them safely in the concrete pipe. As our hero turned to enter the inferno yet again a tall skinny masked gunman let off a barrage of gunfire, it was hard to tell how many hit the guy running in the building because he just slowed down a bit and almost dropped to one knee. No sooner did he get in he was out again with two more screaming kids one under each arm. He wheeled and tossed the two little ones into the pipe and as he turned a Skinny tall hoodlum had a pistol to his head. With all the sirens and crying and yelling you couldn’t make out what they were saying but they were talking. The skinny thug had one hand on his pants and one on his gun pressed firmly against the fore head, what was now a nearly naked burnt black tattooed man with some of the few shreds of clothes he had left, smoldering. The gunman kept motioning the blonde guy away from the pipe tunnel and jamming his pistol in the blondes’ forehead.  The muscular half naked man spit a black and bloody blob right in the gangsters face, then braced for retaliation with both hands across the front of the concrete safe place. The skinny gangster wheeled and brought his piece hard across the naked man’s face almost knocking him over. You could see the blood and teeth propel from the face of the children’s protector. The tall burnt guy righted himself again and braced for a shot to the head. The sirens grew louder and the skinny hit man looked to the street to see his buddies pointing at the police and fire trucks roaring down the wide street. This was just the break our big friend needed; as the tall gangster looked away a tremendous blow was delivered to the kidneys of the cowardly would be child killer. A blow so serious the gangster dropped his weapon and bent nearly in half with pain. The burnt black white man scooped up the pistol, and with one movement straightened up the gangster, spun him around and put one huge forearm around his skinny neck and had the child killer facing his gang begging them not to shoot him. The half-naked, bloody and burnt man walked slowly towards the other hooded masked men. The other gang members quickly started their cars and kept their big handguns out the windows and open doors. Shots rang out again as the fleeing masked men fired from their moving cars, hitting their partner several times. The big naked guy dropped his limp shield and fired several times into the fleeing caravan of raised shinny sedans with oversized tire rims. The gangster’s windows exploded as they sped in reverse right smack into the fire truck rumbling around the corner. A huge explosion followed and the crowd in the hospital lobby gasped in unison. The two gangster cars were engulfed in flames and dazed fireman wandered around their wrecked engine truck. The smoldering blond janitor dropped the pistol just as the boys in blue approached him with guns drawn. Men and women from the neighborhood were frantically bringing the crying children to the ambulance as the paramedics motioned them to stop.

The whole two block area was pure chaos now as the video panned around the scene: crying neighbors, cars on fire, firemen and gangbangers lay on blankets stretched across the parking lot nearby.

The San Francisco police had our nearly nude hero on his knees and handcuffed for a few seconds before he fell over in a pool of blood. The next few seconds of this flip video brought more screaming and crying to the already distraught crowd. Some of The children from the burning building wriggled free from their adults and made their way to our fallen hero.  As the paramedics scooped the bloody and burnt janitor onto a gurney five or six children circled the near dead man that carried them out of their smoldering school. They circled him as the Fireman wheeled him to the ambulance, the little ones holding the sides of the soiled gurney. One big black forearm rolled off the sheet and a 5 year old girl gently set the huge painted arm back on the red sheet that covered the man that saved her. The video went blank and our local newsman came on the screen.

 

 

 

Preacher man

 

I looked out the window in front of San Francisco General Hospital; a black Towne car pulled up as the police moved the crowd back. Out of the shiny Lincoln stepped an older black man with two bodyguards and a well-dressed white women. I recognized this man from TV he was some kind of preacher. I stood in front of the large automatic doors as the sharp dressed brother walked up to the entrance of SF general hospital, a big young fella quickly stepped in front of the old minister and blocked the doors from closing. The old black man and young white woman slowed till the bodyguards were in place; I thought they had done this before, they sure looked they knew their way around big doors and bodyguards. As the reverend approached me it suddenly came to me: I knew this guy, but from where?  I thought I would say hi but it looked like they did not see me even though I was standing right in front of them. I stepped forward and offered my hand to the preacher; he looked down and walked on right through me it appeared. In followed the entourage of reporters and bodyguards and camera people who were stationed in the lobby of this gigantic hospital, waiting for some word on the shot up blonde man with all the tattoos. As the group made their way up the elevator and on to the ICU, the preacher was going over some notes handed to him from his lady friend. Suddenly the whole group stopped and the Black preacher began to speak; the cameras were rolling and the microphones were thrust into the face of the preacher. “A terrible tragedy like this only proves that the work we are doing with the black community and poor formally incarcerated black men is working and working well, Right here in this bed,” as he pointed to the bandaged  unconscious  and handcuffed man with the naked ladies on his huge tan arms. A gasp rang out from the crowd as the reverend turned to the glassed room were the shot guy slept. “Turn those off”  the reverend shouted to his bodyguards as the big men in suits pushed the reporters back;  “Were is the brother that saved those kids” the reverend’s girlfriend asked.; right about then the pretty ICU nurse that was taking care of the shot up con, stormed out from the nurses’ station and ordered everyone out. The reverend shook his head and off the whole group went down the elevator and back into the waiting Limousine.  And off they went in a cloud of gravel and exhaust. There were some giggles from the nurses as they watched the you tube video. Because our hero was covered in soot and burned badly his curly blonde hair soaked in blood, he looked like he may have been a black man. Coupled with the fact that the good reverend had the contract for the maintenance on the building with the city and county of San Francisco as part of his expansive nonprofit empire and he mostly hired black folks it was assumed that the fella in the video fighting the gangsters was a black man. Still no one knew who this chained inked up guy was.

 Nobody seemed to notice me though, I was able to walk around, in and out of rooms, I could sit with the burnt guy I could listen in on the nurses and doctors and nobody seemed to care; weird. Now I was starting to get curious about this guy it sure seemed like I knew him. I went into his room right through the door it seemed, and sat down on the bed, as I stared at his swollen face he still was an extremely handsome man with a big square jaw and golden skin. He had a bandage around his head but the sheets were pulled down exposing his wide shoulders and muscular chest small square bandages covered the holes in his chest and arms. I couldn’t help stare at this man and wonder how he got here. Burnt, shot, stabbed, beat and to top it off handcuffed to the bed with four San Francisco cops watching the room. While I was staring at him he started to speak to me, now, this sounds a little strange but his eyes were not open and his mouth was not moving, but still the same; I heard him plain as day. “My name is James Louis Booker Jr. I was born in this hospital 50 years ago”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Who killed Carlos Sousa

As we approach the 5th anniversary of the death of the 17 year old patron at the San Francisco Zoo. I am saddened and ashamed of the great city where I was born and still live. On Christmas day almost 5 years ago a 300 pound 4 year old Siberian tiger bounded out of her substandard enclosure and ripped the throat out of a young man at the San Francisco Zoo. Almost immediately the San Francisco Zoological Society: the organization that is paid over 4 million a year from the city coiffures to manage our Zoo; went into damage control spin mode, the Society hired the former city attorney Louise Renee and the famous Spin doctor Sam Singer. What followed was the most despicable display of wealth and influence over civil rights and law I have ever seen. Stories were planted in New York news papers that; thanks to the Internet, were front page here the next day: "That sling shots were found pine cones were thrown and even legs were dangled" to aid in the escape of the almost 9ft animal from her 12 ft 4 inch walled enclosure. The absurdity of the misinformation was not lost on some, but overwhelmingly the public bought into these false accusations and agreed with the soulless hate mongers that these young men deserved what they got. Spending about 2 million dollars the Zoological society was able to side step criminal charges and a long embarrassing civil trial. Now; the brothers that incited so much hatred were given 900 thousand dollars with almost half of that going to their lawyer and the Sousa family reportedly received about 1 million. People shook their heads and went back to their lives. There is one big problem here; The San Francisco Zoological Society just got away with Murder. That's right; when the level of your negligence rises to, where it causes the death of another human being, this is called murder three or involuntary manslaughter, just like if you left your hunting rifle loaded in your closet and had a party and someone took it out and shot someone dead you would be tried for manslaughter, I say you; because if it was you or I, we certainly would be, now if you are 63 of the richest people in the bay area; like the zoological society, you pull every string you have bought over the last 20 years and you spend a half million dollars on PR, ruin several lives, and BOOM! you skate. Sound familiar Just Like PG and E is about to pull in San Bruno Just Like BP did in the gulf and just Like the San Francisco Zoological Society. Who Killed Carlos Sousa? The Zoo Did

PG and E, BP : Welcome to the Zoo

This latest tragedy in San Bruno brings back so many bad memories and angers me a great deal. Once again the spin begins I would not be surprised if the master slinger Sam Singer is handling the PR for PU G and E. The news coverage of the unfortunate folks that perished and were burnt in this unnecessary fiasco was heart breaking in deed. Not to single any one victim; but the death of the 13 year old catholic school girl was especially sad. By all accounts a future leader ripped from our collective embrace and burnt to death at the hands of a disconnected and heartless corporation that cares only for profit and bottom line. Now the burning question here is who is going to face charges on this blunder. The death count is somewhere around 7 with the remains of another family being sifted through now; Who will be charged with the murder of these people, a child? No one that's who. the Reason is: in this system we have allowed to evolve, holds only the disconnected the poor or people of color accountable . It is very rare to see a rich and powerful company like PG and E held up to criminal charges. This is a clear case of involuntary manslaughter and the person or people responsible need to charged tried and made to defend them selves with out making us the rate payers pony up the fees.

Tony the Tiger left out in the cold

Once again the San Francisco Zoo has shown the rest of the world why they are not qualified to run a Zoo. Our beloved Tony the Tiger was left out in the cold.

Four long nights and four long days the 18 year old arthritic and confused Siberian Tiger was forced to sleep eat and drink in his own feces trapped in the dry moat just a few feet wide, while Zoo officials stuttered and stopped, frantically trying to figure out what to do.

Finally; after much hand ringing and pant soiling, they called the San Francisco fire department to bail them out. Lucky for the Zoo Tony was still breathing when they got to him. Not so great for Tony, my sources inside the Zoo doubt if Tony will make it through this latest Fiasco.

Tony has been sick for sometime now and this might be the last hurray for our last Siberian Tiger. The San Francisco Zoo can now have the great distinction of causing the death of two of the worlds most endangered animals.

The other San Francisco




I have been working to stop some changes to our Local Business Enterprise legislation the last three months. These changes damage a law that has the ability to abolish some of our most stubborn problems in San Francisco. Yet, the president of the board of supervisors is working very hard to pass several changes that weaken this legislation. The next time the public has the chance to speak out against these changes will be 1/25/10 rm 263 San Francisco city hall. The very next day this piece goes to the full board of supervisors 1/26/10




The are two San Francisco's; one San Francisco is an opulent palace filled with opportunity and wealth, a San Francisco that is concerned with gay rights, green building, homeless and our Zoo. A San Francisco of well paid civil servants, vendors and contractors; driving fancy cars and wearing expensive suits.


The other San Francisco is much different city. The other San Francisco is a city of broken promises and shady deals; the residents hood winked and bamboozled. The other San Francisco has no real opportunity. The other San Francisco is a hopeless morass of broken families and discounted lives; citizens cheated out out of their piece of the American Pie. In the Other San Francisco our citizens are living in poverty and substandard housing; scrambling for the crumbs left behind.


The 14b Legislation has the tools to make San Francisco one city with equal opportunity for all its citizens. but instead , you dilute this law, you weaken it to allow the rich to further line their pockets with our tax money.



The amendments you propose are another nail in the coffin for our most vulnerable population. By denying equal access to these city contracts you have required the other San Francisco to stand by and watch as those around us gain valuable experience, training and wealth.



This Legislation is the very definition of institutional racism, It is nearly impossible for Black contractors, minority owned business, and Women contractors to obtain these contracts now. The certain outcome of this law will complete that obvious goal and shut out the Black contractor and woman owned businesses.

Welcome to the Zoo: The San Francisco Public Utilities Commission Crooks and Cronies

I read to day that the Mayor of San Francisco: Gavin Newsome and District Attorney Kamila Harris have worked hard to expose then arrest and bring charges against several Electricians , by the looks of it had a somewhat intricate and profitable scam going on for many years. I applaud our public officials for their diligence and willingness to address a very serious problem in our city. However; I wonder if the investigation stops there? The Problem with these "Mini Scams", there is always a support group further up the food chain that enables these criminals to operate. Read Welcome to the Zoo, By Lloyd Kraal and get an Idea on just how these scams eventually will get someone killed.

The San Francisco Zoo

Whether you read " Welcome to the Zoo; A whistleblowers memoir" by Lloyd Kraal or not; a relatively lucid San Francisco Voter must be disappointed in our city government. As a small business owner, resident and native of San Francisco I feel let down and frankly somewhat abused by our elected officials. As I walked to my office on Irving street I had to cross the street to avoid an aggressive panhandler I had to step over a passed out street person with a bottle of beer in his hand and another next to his outstretched body. As I walked in the crosswalk across Irving at 8Th Ave I was nearly ran over by a speeding mother on her cell phone when I reached the other side of the street a City truck had parked in the crosswalk. I looked right and I looked left to face the oncoming traffic on 8Th.As I made my way to work, I turned to enter my building and I was greeted by a fresh puddle of urine. When I reeled in disgust I scanned my lively neighborhood and counted 4 police black and whites. Hey new Police chief take care of the people who pay you and clean up our city. Board of supervisors: in between pushing your own agendas, think about the people you represent. And Mr. Mayor you are not Governor yet, keep working; your still paid by the people of San Francisco to run our city, now get to it.